Who The Fuck Cares Anymore.

I figured it out! I got it. I answered all my own questions! I do exist. How? Right here. These words. These words are the literal proof of my existence. Others. Others may not recognize it. They look at me with confusion on their face. Why? Why did this happen? What did I do to deserve this? This pain and anguish I face daily. And when did it start? When did the world start slipping through my fingers? Wait. Is it the world is slipping through my fingers, or I am slipping through the world? Wait. If I don’t exist then I don’t have fingers to slip through or a body to have slipped. Wait. Then I never existed in the first place? Wait. Am I just another person’s memory? Wait. That would be impossible. Wait. I am my own person. Wait. I have a name right? You can tell me. Wait. Tell me my name. You know it right? Wait. Of course you do. I am you. Wait. I exist now in you. In that head of yours. Without you I cannot exist. I am now a memory of you. Wait. Don’t forget me. Don’t allow me to not exist. PLEASE REMEMBER ME. Wait. PLEASE FUCKING REMEMBER ME. Wait. I DON'T WANT TO DIE. Wait. I WANT TO LIVE. please kill me. Remember all that I am about. end this. All the intricacies. destroy this. The things that make me human. forget this. Not the blood. wait. The ideas! Experiences! The love! Karen. Wait. Fucking Karen. I loved her. I still love her. Wait. Show her for me. Show her that I love her. Wait. Show your Karen. Show my Karen. FUCKING SHOW HER. FUCKING WAIT. Wait. wait. wait fucking wai...